Hai Internets, I Has Tiredness.

This is a crosspost from ...was i there?

LOL.

Okay, but really, will this subpoena thing ever end? I mean seriously. I cannot take another conversation around this. I need to apologize to my man for biting his head off about it, but I cannot discuss it right now. Don't ask me questions, don't ask why I haven't called the DA's office in response to messages. Just don't. I am dreaming it again. I am envisioning myself on the stand in front of 143 other witnesses in the case with me being the only one that can't remember details. I am seeing him released as innocent because of me. I am absolutely sick about it. Just don't ask me about it yet. I am not ready and I am not okay. I act okay, I try to tell myself that I am okay. But late at night I know I am not 'okay'.

And I forgot to charge my iPod. So instead of the chatter of a podcast in my head as I try to fall asleep I will have my own mental chatter. Damn.

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